Wednesday, February 28, 2007
keep pretending, no one's noticing.
okay. so i was late again. and not just late; i wasn't able to attend ece cause i arrived 15 minutes before the class ends. how stupid could i be? i woke up 7.30. my class starts at 7am. not a single person woke me up. not even hello kitty. my stupid [oh, not mine actually] phone dint alarm because i fell asleep while the 'create message' menu was opened. haay. darnit.
i just realized that i don't deserve being an officer. and because of that realization, i've decided not to push through it next year anymore. i won't run for next year's election any longer. this is enough. if only i could resign, i would. oh well. someone i hate made me realize all these stuffs. but hell i care! just because i'm an irregular student, it doesn't mean that i cannot do the tasks that will be assigned to me. i won't let him affect me. not ever! so i will not resign. i will not give up the position i have at this moment. but i prolly won't run next year anymore. fuck him! i soo hate him. he's soo cocky. one day he'll really get on my nerves and you know what? the evil in me will really pull the smug out of him. grr. swear, i hate him. ASSHOLE!
anyway. another big realization. i just found out that i cannot be trusted. so anyone who can read this, read aloud: i cannot be trusted so don't trust me. i might just blab whatever you'd tell me.
and oh, i can be a slapstick comedian at times as well. i can make fun of whoever i want. am such a big critic. well that's life.
xs: this is the hoity-toity that i am. [hei bert, i used the word again. :D ] i'm sorry. this is me. just so you all know. i'm using this mask.. again.. as always.
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