I'm Trying To Spell My Name With H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S.

GRABE! i watched grey's anatomy and as usual, it brought me to tears. gosh. i'm planning to buy its first season. aaw. naiyak talaga ko. as in tears. naiisip ko tuloy panu kaya pag tanda ko? would there be somebody to love me like the old man loves his wife? kahit may cancer siya, they dint give up. and, how sweet is to not let her know she's dying? or vice versa [cause the old lady doesn't want her husband to know as well cause he would be depressed if he knew.] but the fact is, they both know she has cancer. they both know she's dying. in 4 to 6 months. they wanna spend the rest of her or their life happy. without ever thinking that one or both of them would die soon. they've lived a long life together already. there's this line na nagustuhan ko na sinabi ni meredith sa old lady eh, "you cannot live in a relationship built with a lie". but the old lady replied, "that's not lie..". i forgot yung kasunod. tapos, in the other scene, someone wants her uterus, ovaries and breasts to be removed cause there is an 85% chance that she might get cancer. ayaw ko din naman magka-cancer pero ayaw ko din patanggal lahat. i mean, i wouldn't want my ovaries, uterus and breasts to be removed. babae ako. and i believe that there's no sense being a girl without those. di ba? what do you think? and really, it would be very difficult for her husband to accept it. accept the fact that they're not gonna have babies. and her wife's breasts would be fake. but when dr. shepherd talked to this guy, he said, "if you will not support her, then what the hell am i still doing here?" then ta-da! in the end, he supported his wife. he was there during the operation and transplant. aaw. how sweet. they were even holding hands. shet.

hmm. what else? i like the opening line. when meredith was narrating. it's about romeo and juliet. especially, "juliet was stupid. why? cause she chose to love someone she knew she couldn't have." i really love the lines that program delivers. chaka yung sa last part, "and the pains, the bottle of poison, everything.. she deserved it." hindi yan yung exact line pero it goes that way. haay. i can't wait to watch another episode.

i hafta sleep early tonight cause i'll be enrolling tomorrow morning. so i guess this would be enough.

oh, before i forget. i wasn't able to buy a 5510. err. i wasn't able to go out eh. i woke up 2:30. darnit.

4:41 PM